My partner isn't much into fucking me, let alone splooging my butthole, so I rarely get fucked and loaded up. We are both 38, and I love my ass being a cum dump. I think about it a lot, and watch a lot of porn just where bottoms take loads. Don't get me wrong, I like to swallow, too. And I can be versatile with my man.
I used to wish I had a fuckbuddy just fill me up with cum from time to time - nothing else. No relation whatsoever, 'cause the would be cheating, right?
But now I think any regular fuckbuddy is cheating.
Maybe it's best if I grease my hole and back it up to glory holes for totally anonymous pump and dumps. I won't even look through the hole before the cock comes in, to try to sneak a peak at who is going to load me. I figure that is borderline cheating.
I haven't mentioned this to my partner yet. We've been together almost 3 years - not married, but not open. Other than that, we have a fun sex life.
How would you react? Would you do something like this? Just a phase? No big deal? Is it the end of times?