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What Has Disappointed You Most About Sex And Or What Regrets Do You Have About Sex?

There was a thread about this that someone started in 2017 that is now closed so I decided to start a new thread about this topic today.

A regret- I wish I had sex with the MANY good looking guys that cruised me at the bars back in 1995- the would stand next to me and lean into me and lean forward to try to catch my glance. Sometimes the guy on my left and the guy on my right would be doing this type of cruising towards me at the same time. I never really cashed in on my so called curb appeal back then. I found it far too difficult to start a conversation with anyone back then. Now if I walked into a gay bar I would be completely invisible so those opportunities are LONG gone.

by Anonymousreply 70May 2, 2025 8:29 PM

I'm disappointed it involves penises. I don't like how they look.

by Anonymousreply 1April 30, 2025 4:39 AM

R1- Cut or uncut or both?

by Anonymousreply 2April 30, 2025 4:42 AM

Both. Penises are weird looking.

by Anonymousreply 3April 30, 2025 4:47 AM

R3- You have to admit- assuming you're a gay male that penises in general look better than the inside of a Vagina.

by Anonymousreply 4April 30, 2025 5:00 AM

Yes, R4, although I've never seen the inside of a vagina for which I've very thankful.

by Anonymousreply 5April 30, 2025 5:12 AM

I kinda agree about the penis thing, so many of them outside of porn are weird looking and some are downright disgusting. Especially when paired with foreskin that's too tight for the type of knob the guy has. I'm sorry, but it's true. I don't want to put alien-looking shit in my mouth.

The hole is so much simpler to stomach.

by Anonymousreply 6April 30, 2025 5:14 AM

I don't want sex at all. Overrated and I am glad to be free.

by Anonymousreply 7April 30, 2025 5:28 AM

r7 I'm also slowly getting there and it's so freeing every time I'm like, you know what I don't think I'll bother masturbating today actually. Really, looking back, once you've seen one orgasm, you've seen them all. It's all just about chasing the dragon at the end of the day. With the dragon in this case being those early insane climaxes we had as teenagers.

by Anonymousreply 8April 30, 2025 5:46 AM

R5 - not even that one time?

by Anonymousreply 9April 30, 2025 5:49 AM

[quote] not even that one time?

I'm quite certain my eyes were closed at the time.

by Anonymousreply 10April 30, 2025 5:51 AM

My biggest regret is I didn't have enough of it. I got around, but I still wish I hadn't been as reserved as I was.

by Anonymousreply 11April 30, 2025 7:04 AM

All the down time I spent cruising for men, and prioritizing meeting new men! I would get bored easily and was snobbish about dating. Years ago I related to an informative video about asexuals but then was attracted and wanted to fuck one. I really just like the chase and thrill of it, but at my peak beauty I enjoyed the attention but wanted nothing to do with people but to go out dancing and having fun with friends.

I can count on one hand how many people I wanted sex from more than once,

I also attracted a wide variety of men, but had a very narrow window of those I would have sex with. It likely saved me from seroconverting in the 90’s.

I was a picky whore!

by Anonymousreply 12April 30, 2025 7:39 AM

For 50+ years, menz have enjoyed my poiosie. There have been very few times my gentleman caller itineraries had gaps in the schedules.

by Anonymousreply 13April 30, 2025 7:56 AM

This thread is depressing.

by Anonymousreply 14April 30, 2025 7:59 AM

“I’ve been to paradise but I’ve never been to me!”

by Anonymousreply 15April 30, 2025 8:28 AM

Regrets

I've had a few

But then again,

too few to mention

I did what I had to do

And saw it through without exemption

by Anonymousreply 16April 30, 2025 8:38 AM

I regret I haven't had more.

I was really cursed with being horny all the time, and being generally unattractive physically. Even being well hung doesn't compensate for my face it seems.

Mind you if I'd been hot and horny all the time, maybe I wouldn't be alive now.

by Anonymousreply 17April 30, 2025 8:43 AM

I wish I had given more pleasure. More mutually pleasurable experiences would have been nice, in hindsight. Too many encounters I had when I was young were little more than using another person's body as a masturbation tool. Now that I'm older and have lower sex drive, I feel like a hypocrite for judging others for indulging in chem sex/P&P and the like. I discovered whole-body sex and tantric sex too late: well into middle age (no, I won't be boring anyone about this here).

My disappointment is related to the above: that I'd been less emotionally stunted and more expressive as a sex partner.

by Anonymousreply 18April 30, 2025 8:49 AM

In my 20s, I was a handsome young guy with a proportionate, fit build. I had a great ass, a lot of people said, and because I was a runner, I had great legs, well-developed thighs and calves. I lived in Chicago and for about 7 months a year would run about 20 miles a week along the lake shore, among other things. But I was self-conscious and unaware of how I presented, both good and bad. Going to a gay bar was an excruciating experience for me; I didn’t know how to flirt and had “flirting blindness”, I could never tell when someone was flirting with me. I was unapproachable for a number of reasons, certainly with poor social skills but also because of my relatively good looks, a factor I was kind of unaware of in the sense that they weren’t any kind of valuable currency to me. At least not one I knew how to use. My sexual experiences were sporadic, confusing and often disappointing.

For a time, I worked as an event planner/supervisor for a very high end, boutique catering company, sort of the Glorious Foods of the Midwest. I interacted with all the clients and was very well liked. (Managed the staff as well, which used to come from one of the modelling agencies, probably Elite, so we staffed our events with a lot of hot young men, both blonde and brunette, and gawd they we’re stupid but damn they were gorgeous. Even amongst them, there was a pecking order. I certainly wasn’t in their league, understandably. And this was in the late ‘80s/early ‘90s, when plastic surgery and cosmetic procedures weren’t at all rampant. There was just good genes and more natural standards of beauty.)

Anyway, my boss - a talented chef and former male model himself, who thought highly of me - asked me to work a solo gig, not something we did very often, but a prominent gay lawyer in town with a big firm wanted someone to staff a BBQ/pool party he was throwing for the junior partners in his firm or something like that. Apparently it was an annual thing. It was about 10 -12 people, I would just serve drinks, put out some prepared food and clean up, etc. for a few hours and be paid cash. On a Sunday, late afternoon, on Chicago’s Gold Coast.

It was a really nice property and all the guys were pretty attractive, hot young gay lawyers. The host, who I’d met at a few events, was older and had a reputation. The guys were all really nice to me and one guy, probably of Mediterranean descent with gorgeous blue eyes and thick hair that covered his muscular legs and chest, was likely hitting on me as he kept coming to talk to me in the kitchen, etc. Stupid me.

As things wound down, it was really just a cocktail party, I made sure to have just about everything done so I could leave after the last guest - I didn’t want to be left alone with the host for too long, etc. But it didn’t matter because as it turned out, he wasn’t going to let me get away. As I tried to wrap things up and get paid, he insisted that I come down to the pool and have a drink with him. He was older but he took care of himself, he wasn’t particularly handsome at that age but he wasn’t a troll or anything, and he carried himself with an unyielding authority you’d expect from a high-powered lawyer. He spoke very firmly and insisted upon things. I made us drinks and went down to the pool with him, unaware that I had any other option.

Almost as soon as we sat side by side on some outdoor, rod iron love seat, he put his hand on the back of my neck and forced his tongue down my throat. I remember the stiffness of his moustache, still the only man I’ve ever been kissed by with a moustache or even facial hair. He quickly suggested that we go upstairs to his bedroom and at that point I was resigned to the fact this was happening and decided to just proceed without delay. Within minutes we were on his bed, making out, completely naked. It was a very “man and his boy” dynamic with him restraining me and trying to take charge, even though I was a fully grown, fit man.

(cont.)

by Anonymousreply 19April 30, 2025 9:11 AM

He had a HUGE cock, it had to be 9 - 10” and it was thick and fully hard and it bobbed around in front of him, up and down, as we moved around. (He wasn’t drunk but he had been drinking.) It was all happening really fast. When I asked if he had a condom, he said, “No,” and then quickly, “but I won’t cum inside you.” This was like 1989 or 1990. I somehow took his cock and was riding it on top of him and he looked shocked, like he couldn’t believe his luck - all his lines and moves worked this time! But that was something you might do in those days, take a few bare strokes before putting a condom in place. With his intentions and my desire to get out of there, a certain hysterical momentum had taken hold. Everything happened really fast. I wasn’t exactly taking long, deep strokes on his massive cock. I was just moving around on it and he said, “Let me go to the bathroom and then I’m going to come back and fuck your brains out.”

Well, this was just enough time for me to come to my senses, and I really did not want to have unprotected sex. That was not something I did. And I didn’t even have sex that often. The rest of it was kind of an irrelevance to me. I was not going to risk my health by continuing with this. I quickly got dressed and when he returned a few minutes later, I completely begged off and said I was tired from having worked and could we do this another time. He really wanted it and slightly angered and disappointed but invited me to dinner later that week, etc. Yes, yes. For all that when he paid me he didn’t even tip me very well nor did he offer any cab fare - that, his cheapness, more than anything, put me off him.

He called and called but I never followed up with him, which made him more angry, even saw him again once or twice at a few events when he would approach me. He looked even older to me then. I learned that cock was a huge part of his reputation and, in itself, was quite a magnet for young gay men. That’s the regret. Not that I left that night. I wasn’t going to have unprotected sex. But that I didn’t follow through and have some further experience with that huge, gorgeous throbbing cock. (And all the other ones I passed up along the way.) It might’ve been memorable, I might’ve learned some things - at least what he was capable of doing with it. I wonder what he had in mind. And I probably could’ve dated one of the other guys. Or at least fucked.

And I should’ve been more of a flirt in my 20s. But they were dangerous times, when sex was definitely a matter of life and death.

by Anonymousreply 20April 30, 2025 9:11 AM

Honestly, I wish I had my current 50-something libido all my life. It’s an enjoyable balance without being too consuming. Looking back, no major regrets, but I probably spent far too much time thinking about and pursuing sex when that effort could have been spent on something more productive. Some amazing memories but many throwaway and forgotten ones as well. Such is life.

by Anonymousreply 21April 30, 2025 9:18 AM

Regrets? Every trip to the Mazzoni Center in Philadelphia for the hiv test. “Is this it? Have you finally crossed the line?”

by Anonymousreply 22April 30, 2025 9:25 AM

Been with my husband for 20 years. Fantastic sex. Now more than ever. No regrets :)

by Anonymousreply 23April 30, 2025 9:28 AM

Thanks Camilla R23

by Anonymousreply 24April 30, 2025 9:41 AM

R20 Those types really hate it when you follow logic and not what’s in your underwear.

by Anonymousreply 25April 30, 2025 11:05 AM

R20 deserves his underwhelming life, if just for his poor expository writing skills.

by Anonymousreply 26April 30, 2025 11:56 AM

I wish I had had more sex but even in hindsight it is and was not worth the anxiety regarding STIs.

by Anonymousreply 27April 30, 2025 12:11 PM

The anxiety is worse than the STi. You can cure an STI stat, but you’ll still be a mental case.

by Anonymousreply 28April 30, 2025 12:14 PM

Holding back when young out of shyness.

Regretting not having sex with good-looking men 30 years ago seems like the usual festering objectification.

by Anonymousreply 29April 30, 2025 12:19 PM

I'll flirt, maybe on grindr, get horny but the thoughts of waiting for a guy to get here makes me just cum. S3x feels more like a release nowadays, so wanking does the job. I fit the hot daddy image all 24 year olds nowadays want; but i rately follow through to sex. I still enjoy hooking up in a club, kissing on the dancefloor, shirts off...but Sex feels like a workout..

by Anonymousreply 30April 30, 2025 12:39 PM

None. I started at 13 and the only sex I regret is the sex I didn’t have.

As I seldom declined, I don’t have many regrets.

by Anonymousreply 31April 30, 2025 12:57 PM

I was molested.

by Anonymousreply 32April 30, 2025 12:58 PM

R12- You WERE a whore darlin.

R11- That’s my regret too- as I stated in my opening paragraph. Another thing that I regret about that time. – All the guys in those days had a full forest of pubic hair because shaving your pubic hair was rare still in 1995. And I like a guy with a full forest of pubic hair and guys like that were all over the place in 1995.

by Anonymousreply 33April 30, 2025 1:02 PM

R18- Whole Body sex and tantric sex- Just like an early episode of Sex and The City.

by Anonymousreply 34April 30, 2025 1:23 PM

In March 2004 two good looking guys walked up to me in a bar and said -we’re drunk. I said that’s OK you’re in a bar you’re allowed to be drunk. The good looking blonde guy then said to me - do you shave your balls? I had to decide if I should be insulted and walk away or be a sport and go along with what they were saying. I decided to be a sport and go along with what they were saying – I guess I was just being shallow because they were both really good looking and I was attracted to both of them. They asked me all kinds of nervy questions like if I was a bear and if I was a top or a bottom.I thought the blonde guy was implying that I was fat but he was just wondering if I was hairy which I was. At one point the handsome blonde guy after the my chest – instead I just pulled up the sleeve of my turtleneck and showed him my arm then they quickly showed me their arms. They introduced themselves and told me their name and that’s all that happened. I was always worried that some good looking guy would not be attracted to my hairiness but these two good looking guys were interested in my hairyness in it so it would not have been a problem if they saw me naked. They were both good looking, slim ,straight looking and straight acting just my type- As I stated in my opening paragraph I would be completely invisible in a bar now so this could never happen again – oh well. Sorry this story is so long.

by Anonymousreply 35April 30, 2025 1:40 PM

Chapter 49: Alas I Remain Celibate Another Fortnight

by Anonymousreply 36April 30, 2025 1:50 PM

I’ll say it’s a pracarious position to have sporadic attraction and then when you get in the sheets, the other dude lasts like 5 minutes.

by Anonymousreply 37April 30, 2025 2:00 PM

These are just excerpts from a rather boring blog, right?

Right?!

by Anonymousreply 38April 30, 2025 2:15 PM

Even worse! It’s all new material just for DL!

by Anonymousreply 39April 30, 2025 2:22 PM

Honestly? I don't have many regrets.

I have a solid self-esteem and know I'm a decent human being, but I can also be honest in my own self-assessment - in the eyes of the masses of the general gay scene, I was at best a 5 or 6 out of 10 for most of my twenties (1990s) and thirties (2000s).

Yet, I met some hot men, had a lot of sex, and satisfied every curiosity, kink and fetish I ever wanted to explore.

There's a few guys where timing was off or someone cockblocked me that I wish I'd hooked up with, including a beautiful Scottish daddy I met while on vacation in Canada. But overall, I got to ride all the rides, have a wonderful time, and escape without any STDs.

The only 'regret' I have now is that aging and health issues have pretty much killed my dick and my libido. Otherwise, I consider myself lucky, and am very glad I was open to letting things happen when I was younger - not dumb about it or unsafe, but open.

by Anonymousreply 40April 30, 2025 2:27 PM

and escape without any STDs.…

Non-sequitur nonsense

by Anonymousreply 41April 30, 2025 2:29 PM

R31 I could have written the exact same thing verbatim. I always used to say theres no such thing as bad sex.Some is just better than others. Oh Ive got a few I should have passed on,but considering my overall number of conquests they amount to a very small percentage indeed . I was a whore,and Id be one again if I could .

by Anonymousreply 42April 30, 2025 2:39 PM

One has regrets

Which one forgets

And as the years go on

by Anonymousreply 43April 30, 2025 2:40 PM

🎵 oh how the years go by

by Anonymousreply 44April 30, 2025 2:57 PM

[quote] Really, looking back, once you've seen one orgasm, you've seen them all.

Horseshit

by Anonymousreply 45April 30, 2025 3:05 PM

A decade & more ago, pee pee girls were more abundant & their drenching skills were more intense. The Russian ones are the very best.

by Anonymousreply 46April 30, 2025 3:13 PM

It's messy and awkward, no matter how many times you do it.

by Anonymousreply 47April 30, 2025 3:22 PM

R46 They were peeing and told you it was squirt.

by Anonymousreply 48April 30, 2025 3:25 PM

Getting the STDs

by Anonymousreply 49April 30, 2025 3:35 PM

^yes^

by Anonymousreply 50April 30, 2025 3:36 PM

It always makes me sad to see how many posters here say something along the lines of "I had X opportunity but I didn't do it and I regret it now."

by Anonymousreply 51April 30, 2025 3:47 PM

R31 and R42 seem like much more fun than our dreary, long-winded scribe of non-sex acts.

by Anonymousreply 52April 30, 2025 4:04 PM

I gave myself a lot of leeway with sex, knowing that my time frame for getting as much as I wanted was limited and I'd regret lost opportunities more than risks I'd taken, and that's how it's turned out for me

by Anonymousreply 53April 30, 2025 4:17 PM

The only regret I have is that searching for sex, better and better sex, becomes somewhat of an addiction.

You think you can have sex with every man in the world. You think every encounter will be incredible—when in fact only a handful will.

Sex makes some false promises

by Anonymousreply 54April 30, 2025 4:19 PM

R40- Aging and health issues have killed your libido - you say. How old are you?

I am 59 years old and I have a good medium sex drive. I think about food first ( not a fat whore here) then sex second- a lot.

by Anonymousreply 55April 30, 2025 4:24 PM

I think about both at the same time.

What am I eating for supper? Your fat ass.

by Anonymousreply 56April 30, 2025 4:27 PM

R55 I'm close to your age, but had a severe health scare a few years ago. When I hit 50 my libido took a sharp dive.

I still think of sex a fair amount and enjoy the scenery but due to encroaching health issues I just don't think about executing those thoughts, urges or fantasies much, and I'm OK with that.

by Anonymousreply 57April 30, 2025 4:34 PM

[quote] It's messy and awkward, no matter how many times you do it.

Very sex positive.

by Anonymousreply 58April 30, 2025 4:41 PM

That I don't like it. The more I had of it the less meaningful it felt. And I use to only have sex to have an memorable experience, and they too didn't pan out. Now I am 59, I haven't had sex in awhile, maybe two years. Like OP I have a medium sex drive. But the act of doing always left me cold, even if I liked the person. I was always big into foreplay: kissing, touching, making out but once the sex started it felt awkward and cold. I rarely got hard in bed outside of the fucking, and most of the time I never came. Oddly enough I love to masturbate - mainly because I can draw a better picture than reality. What I miss is the touching, but the rest meh. Even porn can be boring once they get down to the nitty-gritty. So at 59 I can truly state that I have never made love. Depressing yes. But nobody dies thinking I wish I had made love. Being gay I never expected it.

by Anonymousreply 59April 30, 2025 4:49 PM

I don't really have any regrets, and I was a big ol' ho from 19-23. Then a nun from 23-30 and then I found the person I was eventually going to marry. I regret not embracing my bisexuality sooner and not sleeping with more women until I settled down, but that's about it. (bi F)

by Anonymousreply 60April 30, 2025 4:52 PM

Fuck, r59! What a bleak and depressing post.

by Anonymousreply 61April 30, 2025 7:19 PM

Until porn in my early 20s I really didn't know what guys did in bed. I knew I was attracted to men, but I would just beat off thinking about one naked.

by Anonymousreply 62April 30, 2025 7:22 PM

Dear Penthouse: I was a Bi-F on a gay men’s sex thread, and you’ll never believe what happened…

by Anonymousreply 63April 30, 2025 7:22 PM

Irritable Bowel Sydrome saved me from getting the AIDS!

by Anonymousreply 64April 30, 2025 11:42 PM

Some Time, size and Money is too petite.

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by Anonymousreply 65April 30, 2025 11:50 PM

Most disappointing: my too infrequent encounters with the "I'd lick his shitter" troll.

by Anonymousreply 66April 30, 2025 11:50 PM

I have hope, he’s out there and he’s going to want it. I guarantee it! 🤵‍♂️

by Anonymousreply 67April 30, 2025 11:58 PM

R64 - no one wanting to fuck me stopped me.

by Anonymousreply 68May 1, 2025 9:33 AM

[quote] What Has Disappointed You Most About Sex And Or What Regrets Do You Have About Sex?

When the trick won't break a fifty?

by Anonymousreply 69May 2, 2025 4:45 PM

R59- I too have never had sex with someone I was in love with therefore I too have never made LOVE with another guy. The sexual and romantic posibilites seemed unlimited back in 1995 but as I said in my opening paragraph I never cashed in on those opportunities and now at my age 59 ( the same as you) the sexual and romantic possiblities are QUITE limited.

by Anonymousreply 70May 2, 2025 8:29 PM
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