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Justin Baldoni Reveals He Was Sexually Traumatized by an Ex-Girlfriend

Justin Baldoni struggled for years after being sexually traumatized by an ex-girlfriend.

On a wide-ranging episode of Elizabeth Day’s How to Fail podcast that debuted Dec. 4, the It Ends With Us director-actor, 40, spoke publicly for the first time about being diagnosed with ADHD as an adult this year, among other topics.

At one point, Baldoni opened up about feeling conflicted after a toxic relationship he had in college.

He said he met a "beautiful young woman" at an Abercrombie & Fitch while attending Long Beach State and fell "right into this relationship because I was trying to fill a hole and a void where I just didn't feel like I was enough."

"It was a very bad relationship, and I kind of contorted myself and my personality to be what she wanted," said the Jane the Virgin star. "I had strong values and opinions and beliefs going in, and those were very easily manipulated and reshaped to the point where a few months in I completely lost any sense of self that I had left. And it got very emotionally abusive."

Baldoni said after he "experienced sexual trauma in that relationship" he then "wrestled with that trauma for the rest of my life, because in my head a man can't experience sexual trauma at the hands of a woman. It's also the way that society has kind of made me feel that, you know, it's only the other way around, when in reality it can happen."

The star, who has previously been open about his Bahá'í faith, said he "was hoping to save myself for marriage, and that's as detailed as I'll get into the story."

"There are lines that can be crossed and take advantage of somebody and to be manipulated. But I told myself for 15 years after that that wasn't actually what happened and that I did want it and all of the things that women have been feeling and experiencing for a long time," said Baldoni.

Baldoni said "acknowledging that a woman could take advantage of me" became "too much to hold for many, many years."

"One day my therapist asked me a very simple question. She said, ‘Justin, you do a lot of work in this space: If a woman told you that story, what would you call it?’ And that’s when I broke," he said, adding that his "healing" began at that point.

"That relationship ended with cheating and infidelity. It was a terrible, terrible relationship," said Baldoni. "I left college, I moved to L.A., and it was actually thanks to that relationship ending that I ended up becoming an actor."

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by Anonymousreply 46December 22, 2024 3:43 AM

What a delicate little snowflake.

by Anonymousreply 1December 5, 2024 4:32 AM

I wonder why he made these statements in the interview.

by Anonymousreply 2December 5, 2024 4:42 AM

No wonder Blake Lively walked all over him.

He sounds like a real pussy.

And I'm actually #teamJustin.

I hate Blake Lively.

by Anonymousreply 3December 5, 2024 4:50 AM

He played rapist on B&B

by Anonymousreply 4December 5, 2024 4:59 AM

He was trying to "fill a hole"...

Aren't we all.

by Anonymousreply 5December 5, 2024 5:02 AM

His or hers?

by Anonymousreply 6December 5, 2024 5:18 AM

He's straight so it was probably her hole R5. Reading the story - he was saving himself for marriage so she probably MADE him fill her hole and now he's not a virgin. He does sound a bit weird.

by Anonymousreply 7December 5, 2024 5:23 AM

Is "Get a podcast" the new "Get a blog"?

by Anonymousreply 8December 5, 2024 5:38 AM

I always assumed he was Christian. Didn't know Baha'is' were so hung up about stuff.

by Anonymousreply 9December 5, 2024 5:43 AM

[quote]The star, who has previously been open about his Bahá'í faith, said he "was hoping to save myself for marriage, and that's as detailed as I'll get into the story."

MARY!

by Anonymousreply 10December 5, 2024 7:44 AM

He sounds like a..... well, you know.

by Anonymousreply 11December 5, 2024 8:34 AM

I don’t think there’s much value in virginity.

by Anonymousreply 12December 5, 2024 8:50 AM

[quote]I was hoping to save myself for marriage, and that's as detailed as I'll get into the story.

Sounds like it was a concept of a plan.

He gave in to temptation like most people. And it’s her fault. Eve the temptress.

by Anonymousreply 13December 5, 2024 9:02 AM

I did the same thing one weekend.

by Anonymousreply 14December 5, 2024 9:16 AM

How can one be sexually traumatized by an ex girlfriend?

by Anonymousreply 15December 5, 2024 10:43 AM

“I was trying to fill a hole and a void”. That would traumatise any boy.

by Anonymousreply 16December 5, 2024 10:53 AM

A crazy Mary, R10.

by Anonymousreply 17December 5, 2024 11:34 AM

Nobody cares.

by Anonymousreply 18December 5, 2024 11:46 AM

He had to eat her smelly pussy! Of course he's traumatized!

by Anonymousreply 19December 5, 2024 11:49 AM

The drama around this movie is more exhausting than I expect this movie is.

by Anonymousreply 20December 5, 2024 11:58 AM

Well that explains his love of Baháʼí. Neurodivergent people love cults. Although to be fair he did not join it, he was raised in it by parents who converted, but he chose to continue it instead of letting it lapse.

FYI for those confused about what he’s saying: “With an emphasis on chastity and sexual abstinence outside of a heterosexual marriage, Baháʼí practices exclude premarital, extramarital, or homosexual sexual intimacy.” This is very, very important in Baháʼí. If he was planning on saving himself for marriage and his girlfriend “traumatized” him, he’s blaming her for tempting him.

But what stood out for me was this:

“It was a very bad relationship, and I kind of contorted myself and my personality to be what she wanted," said the Jane the Virgin star. "I had strong values and opinions and beliefs going in, and those were very easily manipulated and reshaped to the point where a few months in I completely lost any sense of self that I had left. And it got very emotionally abusive."

This is how a toxic narcissist talks. Everything is always someone else’s fault.

“I kind of contorted myself and my personality to be what she wanted” = this is called masking. All neurodivergent people mask. (Think of Woody Allen’s Zelig.) This does not make her manipulative. This is how the condition is inherently.

“…those were very easily manipulated and reshaped to the point where a few months in I completely lost any sense of self that I had left.”

All neurodivergent people have deficiencies in self-concept (which is why so many join cults). This leads to imposter syndrome. Imposter syndrome is inherent in neurodivergence. He is blaming her for his imposter syndrome.

His worldview has been shaped upon blaming “an evil woman” for qualities he always had because of who he is. Only being recently diagnosed is not an excuse. In fact it should have provided clarity for him why he behaved like that, instead of doubling down and announcing it to the world, and humiliating this woman (unnamed but obviously the people around him and her know who she is.)

There is an impressive level of scapegoating, misogyny and narcissism in him which is amusing in light of the film he just made and the drama he caused.

by Anonymousreply 21December 5, 2024 12:21 PM

What a twat.

by Anonymousreply 22December 5, 2024 12:29 PM

“Oh just stick it in!” “NOOOOOOOOOOO…. mommy she won’t stop!!!!!”

by Anonymousreply 23December 5, 2024 12:32 PM

His tics are minimal

Generally good eye contact, some eye aversion when speaking, sits straight, no stimming

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by Anonymousreply 24December 5, 2024 12:58 PM

Usually they give themselves away right away.

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by Anonymousreply 25December 5, 2024 1:00 PM

She was hot and more experienced and took the lead. And then she took it a step further and made him her sub. It all may have been a bit much for Justin the virgin.

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by Anonymousreply 26December 5, 2024 2:08 PM

The "beautiful young woman" who "filled his hole"

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by Anonymousreply 27December 5, 2024 2:19 PM

He sounds like a closet case.

by Anonymousreply 28December 5, 2024 2:27 PM

Sexually traumatized?

I'm with the girlfriend on this one. I can't begin to imagine what she went through with this loon.

by Anonymousreply 29December 5, 2024 2:59 PM

This guys sounds like a pussy!

by Anonymousreply 30December 5, 2024 3:16 PM

The huge manatee!

Countess de Lave!

by Anonymousreply 31December 5, 2024 3:33 PM

r24 what do you think he has?

by Anonymousreply 32December 5, 2024 3:44 PM

The “How to Fail” podcast. Okay. That could explain it. But still, why do that kind of oversharing to yourself?

There’s a scene in the movie Bull Durham when Kevin Costner, playing the aging catcher of a minor league baseball team, schools Tim Robbins, the young hotshot, dumb-as-a-stump pitcher, in how to talk to the press.

Tim is told that “I’m just glad to help the ball club” is one of the reliables. Costner imparts a few other gems of wisdom and the scene is funny and true. They stick a microphone in your face, you utter three cliches and a truism, and head for the locker room, reputation intact.

Interviewers are not your friend.

by Anonymousreply 33December 5, 2024 3:55 PM

Proven to still be a doormat with this oversharing.

by Anonymousreply 34December 5, 2024 4:47 PM

[quote] Baháʼí practices exclude premarital, extramarital, or homosexual sexual intimacy. This is very, very important in Baháʼí

From everything I've seen of Justin, I always thought he was a closet case.

And this statement right here could explain why he hasn't taken the leap into being full-on gay.

It's because of his core religious beliefs.

But you can't tell me that he hasn't had thoughts about other men.

by Anonymousreply 35December 5, 2024 5:17 PM

He's pretty, thoughts of him are sexually traumatizing me when I am trying not to have those thoughts, which is his fault having chosen to place himself in the public sphere.

Now what do we do.

by Anonymousreply 36December 5, 2024 6:45 PM

Sue him! R36

by Anonymousreply 37December 5, 2024 7:10 PM

Not everything needs to be said publicly. He had some goodwill when Blake Lively’s attacks backfired but now he just seems like a little bitch.

by Anonymousreply 38December 5, 2024 7:24 PM

Wah Wah

by Anonymousreply 39December 5, 2024 8:38 PM

Well, aren’t you the prescient fat whore, R37!?!

by Anonymousreply 40December 21, 2024 9:30 PM

Um, does this have any bearing on the timing of his disclosure?

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by Anonymousreply 41December 21, 2024 10:17 PM

Lol R27.

That would be hot if they fucked.

by Anonymousreply 42December 21, 2024 10:56 PM

Narcissist. As if this bro doesn’t have a new hole every week. Welcome to life, people who can’t get over a simple cheater aren’t cut out for this world.

by Anonymousreply 43December 21, 2024 11:13 PM

He's horrible.

by Anonymousreply 44December 22, 2024 1:59 AM

Why are the worst "celebrities" possible diagnosing with ADHD these past few years? Gawd

by Anonymousreply 45December 22, 2024 2:02 AM

R21, excellent post, esp in light of recent developments.

by Anonymousreply 46December 22, 2024 3:43 AM
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