I simply can’t use anymore

Whatever, Teacake.

I know the feeling . Quit alcohol . Then marijuana . Then prescription drugs. Happily , my last vice, food , … doesn’t do it for me anymore .

Too bad I am now elder and nobody gives a fuck about my body but I guess I do

I should stop drinking. I hardly ever do it anymore but when I do, the hangover isn't worth it.

It is safer than drugs though, at least you don't have to worry about fentanyl.

It’s the fucking nicotine. I have danced around every possible manner of use and it’s the fucking drug itself that messes up so much in my body.

Vaping, nicotine gum, patches - any of that shit is still nicotine. They say my pancreas can’t process it and it’s part of the gas/sweats. I know it interferes with any muscle repair so if I tear something I am fucked.

My booze is a Saturday morning treat. I should stay off the internet on that day, but I don’t. Sorry.

Nobody's perfect. Fuck it, you're going to die anyway.