As a 10 year old, I was charged with choosing the music on the weekend for our house. It was non-stop from morning until late in the evening (we kids weren't allowed to watch Saturday cartoons or any tv during the day, for that matter). We were (are) a very musical family, and my parents had a large collection of albums that were as wide-ranging as BB King, John Coltrane, the Band, Pink Floyd, Vivaldi, Linda Ronstadt, Elton John, James Taylor and yes, Joni Mitchell, among many, many others.
I would put on Court and Spark and sing it from beginning to end. I knew the lyrics to each and every song on it, and especially loved Twisted and Car on a Hill. It played to me - from start to finish - like a good book (and I was an avid and voracious reader - the quintessential "bookworm" growing up); it told a story.
And I thought her voice was beautiful, lilting, wide-ranging, irreverent. We had a Judy Collins album, and maybe even a Joan Baez album, but neither of them could touch even the toes of that record. I loved that album, I mean, really LOVED it. I even loved the actual album itself -- the peach colored, papery album jacket with that neat, colorful and whimsical (to me) little illustration on the front. I read all the lyrics too, and maybe didn't understand them as an adult would, but realized they had some deeper meanings than just words I was reading or singing. 10 year old me loved singing them and wanted to be a singer BECAUSE OF HER. I would sing the lyrics to Twisted and met her up-and-down vocals, word for word and note for note. It was challenging and fun to sing with her and it made me feel good, like we were singing it together. She inspired me.
54 year old me never became a "famous" singer, but my love of singing has lasted my entire life, and she was largely the reason for that. And now, of course, I understand the deeper meanings in those words I read, memorized and sang 44 years ago. She wrote about life - all parts of it: the good, the bad, the sexy, the ugly, the funny, the inane, the sad, the devastating and the beautiful. She wrote the songs about Life, Love and All of It.
And that's why she's "kind of a big deal." To a lot of people.
And to me.
Thanks, Joni.