several (never paid). some fell in love, unfortunately the ones that I responded to (intellect wise) are the ones that committed suicide (they were too sensitive for the fame and attention that the job brings with it)
Arpad Miklos Quentin Elias Wilfried Knight
were among the contacts, the most intense was with
Erik Rhodes
leading up to his death, his thoughts got very dark and the contact ceded, just to be met with the news of his death.
I do not frequent the gay scene at all anymore, as I find it too superficial and cheap.
To be honest I was surprised that I was able to connect on an intellectual basis with some of the pornstars, as the rest I had found very daft and egocentrically focussed mostly on their bods and "status" within the gay scene.
I am lucky to be a very sportive person, easy to stay in shape (very good genes, don't have to do a lot for defined muscles, more problem with mass). I also eat very healthy due to my stomach having problems digesting milk products, fried food and sugar heavy stuff. hence I automatically avoid them, as it makes my stomach squirm even looking at it.
the reason why I am mentioning this is, that I never particularly focussed on these two aspects (nutrition and sport), as it comes naturally to me.
what put me off with the gay scene and/or pornstars is that there was this constant focus on those two topics.
the third, apparently most important topic, was sex. whilst I love very long intense sex, my sex drive doesn't apply to constant one night stands, hence I am not (anymore) on the dating apps, as I find them quite depressing (in the sence that I could get laid several times a day, but none the seekers interest me intellectually. bods you can build in the gym, the mind is another level)
to wrap it up, never was in a relationship with a pornstar and don't think that I ever will. but:
never say never