Read the comments section at R68. There’s a bunch of spouses of bipolar people, that describe being absolutely beaten and defeated emotionally, if not physically. Many of them say they have sacrificed their lives and expect to never have a moment’s peace in their lives.
They come across as people who are extremely committed to their marriages, often for religious reasons, but expect their lives to never get better. They use the same words over and over: misery, hopelessness, sacrifice, and they warn people not to marry bipolar people. Virtually everyone describes the spouse as worsening over the years. Lots of descriptions of spouses refusing to take meds or refusing to admit their diagnoses. A few cases of meds not working. A lot of people desperately crying out for help, saying the therapist isn’t listening or understanding the seriousness of the situation.
When you read someone saying, he threw me against the wall and broke my ribs, I don’t know how much longer I can stand this, and they’re looking for validation to leave someone they are convinced will kill themselves or be unable to pay bills the minute they’re gone, you realize what a total failure the therapy community is at treating this. The spouses need therapy as much as the patients do.
Then there’s the few posts of bipolar people engaged enough to post themselves. They insist they’re better off without their meds, rage at posters telling their life stories, saying how dare they describe their own lives living with their own spouses as so bad, saying they make bipolar people in general look bad, and insisting they’re not like those people, although their refusal to admit the toll their illness takes on their spouse proves they are exactly like those people.
One feature I really noticed because it perfectly describes my mother, is spouses describing a bipolar spouse who was calm about some imaginary slight in front of people, and then would go home and scream their head off hysterically about it as soon as they were alone with their family. Boy do I remember that growing up. It was like flipping a switch as soon as the front door closed.
Another interesting point was a very high sex drive, and the bipolar spouse becoming angry if the other spouse couldn’t keep up. One guy with a pregnant wife was telling everybody he knew his wife would never give him sex when he wanted it. In reality they had sex eight times a day and he was angry she was pregnant, although he was the one insisting she get pregnant. I guess he was angry she couldn’t have sex more, so he changed his mind in the middle of her pregnancy.
I know a lot of guys in this site would hear a guy wanted sex eight times a day and think that was great. Judging by the comments, chances are people like that are bipolars in a manic phase, so proceed carefully the next time you see that. They may not be worth the drama.
Another concern was non bipolar (male) spouses being beaten or abused by a spouse, then they find out the police or family members are told they’re the ones doing the beatings. Especially if there’s a fight or a breakup.
Reading that comment section was like reading my childhood. So many of those people are so relieved to talk to others with their same experience. It reminds me of that Children of Hoarders site. People that are so relieved to finally get their experiences off their chest in front of people who understand. They’re not getting any practical help anywhere, so they just want somebody to listen. Again and again, people writing, so what do I do? No answer.